After a long week of leave, it's back to the navy again... "suay" thing happen to my bunk 1 thing after another.. Like we got to book out late when we can book out early, kena guard duty on 1st day of chinese new year and so on... Wad else can we be more suay that this? Changi Naval Base Sucks!!!

Yesterday kena guard duty too.. But it's a try out b4 the actually 1 on new year... Got dad to complaint to Madam & see if I can escape from this trap a not.. Siao man, ask mi do duty on chinese new year, u muz be kidding...
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Dis afternoon met someone over my lunch and found out tt e person is a hypocrite, can tell mi another side of a storythat nv happned b4... When tt person spoke, i just feel within me tt e person is somehow lying to me.. Later in e evening confirm with another person on wad had been spoken in e afternoon & that confirm wad was spoken was a lie... HYPOCRITE... i hate people like this... Can say white to black.. Make me damn hot... I will no longer trust tt person anymore in future... Just nothing but a hypocrite... Worse still, today found out tt there were people in the church tt back-stack me.. It's fine with me... Called this a "family-based" church & yet behind me do this kind of thing.. Forget abt it... You dun have to bothered abt me... Just look after ur own life.. My life doesn't concern abt u & ur life doesn't concern abt me either.. By the way, u guys dun have the right to judge me either, only God does...

On the way back after svc pra, i feel so tired.. I keep telling God i just wanna give up everything in my life.. Everything seems so meaningless to me.. Burdens after burdens, worries after worries.. Is this wad life is all abt? But after a good slp in the train makes me feel better.. Thank You Lord!